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Hi sweetheart! :o)

If you think THAT'S upsetting you should be thankful I didn't include the whole story!

Dad left me unable to have children because of his sadism and brutality, I was beaten and raped aged 11, but didn't get help until I was in my 30's when I had surgery and started putting my life together only to be destroyed in a feeding frenzy between the Police, Press and Media who did horrible things to me that led to my insanity, was offered £60,000 compensation which I refused because of where it was supposed to come from (I was severely ill by this time), I was driven to suicide, survived, was persecuted in Psychiatric care by my tormentors to the point the drug addicts actually rallied round to protect me!!!

I was released, but my tormentors who were led by my downstairs neighbour Bob who had already attacked me in my home and beaten me bloody, had broken into my home and searched it before making a duplicate key so they could get to me as I slept because I was on 400mg of Clorpromazine per day, poisoned my food and bottled drinks with emetics, then when I changed the locks they poisoned my water supply to force me to go to hospital so I could be examined without my consent for the injuries I had suffered as a child.

They violated my human rights, my legal rights and civil rights, but could do so because my mother was a doormat and my step-father a retired Police Officer who acted as my next of kin even though he wasn't and supported my violation by my tormentors.

With my shameful secret exposed, I was allowed to go home and the apologies came from my tormentors via my friends.

My neighbour Bob who had persecuted, beaten and terrorised me for two and a half years sent the message "That it was nothing personal he just needed the money."

I'm glad my blood was shed because he needed the money...

It took seven years before the ladies of the Tenants and Residents Association dragged me into their group and helped me recover, I even became chairman of the T&RA for three years, becoming the proud possessor of a Criminal Records Bureau enhanced check certificate that listed my pristine criminal record and cleared me to work with the elderly, disabled, vulnerable adults and children.

Today I'm hanging on by my fingernails but I'm still here and I have a great reputation in the community while Bob is hated and despised as the lowest of the low - a lying paid informer who sells the innocent.

He's had several heart attacks, but still believes himself to be a power in the community that everyone 'respects' because of his record for violence which only his informer status has prevented him going to jail.

He is even proud of what he did to me and often boasts of how he drove me insane!

Love and hugs!

Prenin.

Thanks for the visit and the comment Angel! :o)

The fireworks are STILL going off, but not as much, or as often!!! :oS

Hope you have a good night sweetheart!!!

Love and hugs always!

Prenin.

Beautiful hun!!! :o)

Love and hugs!

Prenin.

Live with a song in your heart, for tomorrow is not given...